“The best day of your life is the one on which you decide your life is your own. No apologies or excuses. No one to lean on, rely on, or blame. The gift is yours - it is an amazing journey - and you alone are responsible for the quality of it. This is the day your life really begins.”—Bob Moawad (via quote-book)
On my “Buried Life” list i had “write to a pen-pal” and now i totally have one! There’s something about a hand written letter that is much better then a typed up e-mail. It feels so much more personal. I guess what i have learned from my pen-pal is that good things fall apart, for better things to fall togehter. In the end, if you really truly have a place for someone in your heart, (romantic or a friend) you will put effort into that relationship and always be there for them, even if others don’t want that relationship to last. love ya my PP ;)
So this girl, (who is much like me) would get jealous very easily of people, mostly in the love department. Knowing an ex-love was with someone else made her cry many nights on end. One day though, she realized that being jealous of someone and hating someones guts so badly, was getting her nowhere in life. Being jealous of someone takes so much energy, that this girl just gave up on her jealous/hating ways. She decided to stop worrying about what other people are doing, and only worry about herself and her own happiness.
Recently though, this girl found out that the very person she had hated so badly was actually jealous of her too. This persons jealously was because of a lack of trust, and quite possibly insecurity about themselves. It’s funny how roles can reverse…people always want what they can’t have, but this girl, (who is much like me) figured out she has everything she needs at the moment.
…really put me in a good mood. There is no better feeling in the world then laying in the sun and just taking in it’s rays. I forgot all my troubles and just layed there with my toes in the sand, working on my tan, gossiping with one of my closest friends. It was amazing. Plus you know you have had an amazing day if you had Maryanne’s ice cream =)
Mission for the summer: go to the beach often, get a glowing tan, buy a new bathing suit to get that glowing tan in